Tuesday, July 16, 2013

summer update

Well, hello blog!  It's been a little while, huh?

This summer has been so busy!  I've been super busy with different photo shoots every week, and we just got back from a vacation to Colorado with my parents.  I turned 26 in Colorado, and had a great time celebrating with my family there.  

It's been great for business having so many shoots, but I'm ready for things to slow down a little bit in the Fall.  I edit like a crazy woman during nap time and after Ellie goes to bed in the evenings.  

Other than that, not too much else has been going on with me.  Ellie, on the other hand, is growing and changing so fast!  Can't believe she's already 14 months.  

Yeah, that was fun to clean up!  ;)

She's learning new words every day, and imitates every thing we do right now.  If you ask her where her baby, ball or water is, she will look around the house and go get it.  It's pretty amazing!  Here's a list of the words she's saying, and in parentheses is the way Ellie says it:

1.  cheese (shish) - she will say this if she really just wants cheese, or for any other kind of food
2.  shoes (shish) - have to go by the context on those two ;)
3.  baby (baby)
4.  ball (bah)
5.  hi (hi)
6.  dog (dah)
7.  cracker (acka)
8.  banana (nana) - her FAVORITE food!  
9.  thank you (tank ooh)

She sleeps 10-12 hours every night straight, although lately she's been waking up in the middle of the night again screaming because of some molars coming in. :(  She varies between taking 1 or 2 naps a day.  Kind of that awkward transition and some days it's just hit or miss.  

She loves going to the park!  This was taken at the park near our house, which is right across the street! Ellie loves climbing the stairs and going down the slide with Mommy holding her.  She's been walking for over two months and is quite a good little walker.  She's starting to run more lately, especially if she grabs something she knows she's not supposed to have!  Cheeky little thing.  :)

We took Ellie to the zoo for the first time last month (Israel's first time, too).  So much fun!  She really liked watching the lemurs the most, because they were jumping all over the place.

Aaaaand, here's my baby petting a little alligator.  Its snout is taped shut while they take them out to show people, but Ellie put her hand right by his mouth at one point.  Frightening for this mama!  The girl has no fear!

I'll try to update more frequently and will try to do another post soon!  

Friday, May 24, 2013

Golden Hour

We had just eaten some oh so tasty burgers at Red Robin for dinner a couple weeks ago.  
When we stepped outside, we were bathed in the most perfect light-- golden hour, every photographer's dream lighting. 
 "Ooou, let's go take some photos behind the museum!" I said to Israel.  
We made it over there just in time for those magical moments right before the sun sets beneath the horizon, and everything is illuminated in the most perfect way.  
Israel put together a video of our evening, too.

Out for a Burger from Israel Sanchez on Vimeo.

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Happy Happy Birthday!

A year ago today, we welcomed our precious baby girl into the world.  Ellie has brought so much joy into our lives.  My days are so much fun now, listening to Ellie laugh and babble and I feel like the luckiest mommy in the world getting to play with my girl all day long.  I love seeing her waddle around the house, and I love when she calls me "Mama."  This little girl has completely captured my heart, and I can't imagine life without her.

Happy First Birthday, Ellie!

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Breastfeeding: The Weaning Process

After a difficult labor and emergency C-section, I was more than excited to finally hold my baby in my arms.  After the nurses had cleaned Ellie off and wheeled me into my own recovery room, they placed her in my arms and I was instantly in love.  I couldn't believe she was actually here!!  I studied her little face, the one I had dreamed of for months, and just stared into her big round eyes for the longest time.  Since I didn't get to hold her immediately after giving birth, I wanted to try and nurse her right away.  Despite having read a couple books on breastfeeding, I had no idea what to do.

The nurses had to show me a couple different positions to nurse her, and I would try to stick my breast in her mouth several times, only to have Ellie keep sticking her tongue out.  I decided to try again later, but was already feeling frustrated that I wasn't able to feed my baby and that we didn't have that instant bond with breastfeeding.  Israel and I kept her in our room at first that night, but after not getting any sleep the previous two nights we put her in the nursery for a few hours.  That first night, the nurses brought her in every two hours to try and nurse.  I would spend about twenty minutes just trying to get her to latch on or find a good comfy position (but with just having a C-section this was pretty difficult).  

After an hour of trying to nurse, Ellie would only nurse for about five minutes or less on each side.  So the nurses would put her back in the nursery, and I would try and get some sleep.  As soon as I had fallen asleep, they would bring her back in and we would try again.  I think I only got three hours of sleep those first five days (not even exaggerating).  They brought in a nipple shield by the second night to see if Ellie would latch on better that way.  My milk came in on the third night in the hospital and I started feeling very engorged.  By the time we left the hospital, I was still in a lot of pain physically from the surgery and also from breastfeeding.  Ellie has a pretty tiny mouth and that made for a very tight latch, which in the beginning was incredibly painful.  By the second week of breastfeeding, I had cracked and bleeding nipples and could finally see why mothers often give up on breastfeeding.  

I used a strong nipple cream that they had prescribed for me and all sorts of cooling gel pads to relieve the pain.  For the first two months of Ellie's life, I continued to use the nipple shield but breastfeeding still hurt a whole lot.  I figured out after finally seeing a lactation consultant that she wasn't latched on that well with the shield, and so I tried again without it, and Ellie did great.  Those first couple of months are always the hardest, with trying to find your rhythm with your baby and the almost hour-long nursing sessions.  After the first two months though, Ellie started to nurse for less time and then I could go every three hours instead of two to nurse her.  I think it was around five or six months when she started nursing for ten minutes at a time, and that was awesome.

We introduced a bottle of pumped breast milk after a few weeks, and Ellie would do okay with it at first but I didn't do it often enough, and soon Ellie really didn't know what to do with a bottle.  She would just kind of chew on the nipple or even start giggling when I would try and give it to her.  That's really the only thing that's made it a little inconvenient is just making sure I nurse her before I go somewhere if I have to go without her, or being home in time for the next nursing session.  So for the most part, I haven't been away from my baby for more than a three hours at a time.  But I think breastfeeding is way easier than having to deal with bottles, cleaning and warming them up all day.  

I feel incredibly lucky and blessed to have been the primary source of nutrition for Ellie for a year.  I know that many women have difficulties with nursing and it often doesn't work out.  Ellie has never been much of a cuddler and is so squirmy and on the move (even more so now that she's walking!), so I've really enjoyed our special nursing time together.  It was often the only way to soothe her when she woke up frequently at night.  I have so many memories from just nursing her in the dark in her room in my rocking chair with my eyes half closed.  So, so many middle of the night nursing sessions.  Although when I was going through that time, I didn't know how we would sleep again, I'm so glad that we had that time together.  It's often the only time that Ellie will be still for a few minutes and we can just snuggle.  

About a month ago, after I had eliminated the night nursing sessions, I started eliminating the daytime sessions, really just the late afternoon session.  I replaced that one with giving Ellie a snack, which most of the time is yogurt.  Today I'm starting to eliminate the noon nursing session, so now Ellie will only be nursing in the morning and before she goes to bed.  I will gradually cut those out, one session per week until Ellie is finally weaned.  

For almost two years, my body has not been my own and I'm constantly paying close attention to what I put into my body, knowing that Ellie will get it through the breast milk, too.  I always wanted to make the commitment to breastfeed my baby for a year, and I remember thinking that first difficult night in the hospital that a year seemed sooooooo far away!  My baby will be one this Wednesday, and I can't even believe how fast this year has gone.  

Even though I had always wanted to breastfeed, and never even considered formula as an option, I wasn't all that excited about it when I was pregnant.  I think one of the most surprising things about having a baby I've learned is how much I would love breastfeeding!  It's been such a special time with my daughter (especially with how active she is!), and I wouldn't give back any second of it, even those first horrible two months.

The process of weaning Ellie is bittersweet.  On the one hand, I'm sooo ready to be done and for my body to be my own again, but I know I'm going to miss our time together.  I'll just have to find ways to capture her and make her cuddle with me.  ;)

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Why, hello!

Soooo next week, my BABY will be ONE YEAR!!  How is that even possible??

I apologize for the lack of updates.  I'll try to write more frequently.  April has flown by!  Free time is hard to come by with it only being at nap times or after Ellie goes to bed.  I've been very busy with my photography business, so those free moments I do have are usually spent editing photos.  Here is a little of what's been going on in the last month in the Sanchez home...

We had a wonderful Easter with Ellie, my parents, my sister Bekah and my aunt and uncle, Lavina and John.

We met up with some family in Lawrence when cousins Jordan and Donna were in town for a few days.  That was a great time!  The last time we had seen each other was ten years ago!  Jordan was considering KU for their grad school, so she was in town checking out their program.  

That little face!  That was one of the last times Ellie's let me put a bow in her hair... which was more than a month ago.  She doesn't like too many things on her head!

Location scouting with my loves!

Ellie has started walking!!  And she's also talking up a storm, too!  The little one has just awoken from her nap so I need to wrap this up.  She's been sleeping for longer stretches at night, but will occasionally be up for a couple hours at a time, like last night's three hour awake time.  After almost nothing helped calm her down, I eventually just came out to the living room with her at 3:30 a.m. and we watched PBS and ate Graham Crackers.  I'm so exhausted most of the time, but my heart is so, so full.  I love my little family, and I truly see Israel and Ellie both as such a dear gift from the Lord.  

Thursday, March 14, 2013


Oh man, am I ever obsessed with this color right now.  I'm finding that whenever I'm designing or working on a new project, I always gravitate towards mint green.  The other day, right as I was about to leave the thrift store after trying on about six tops and none of them worked, I found this mint top with a lacey Peter Pan collar.  I fell in love with it immediately and didn't even try it on, I just bought it.  It wasn't until I tried it on at home did I realize it had that insane high-low cut that it so popular right now.  I'm not a fan of the cut because my body so does not work with that (nursing mom, already short torso).  But I missed the deadline to return it, so I'm going to make it work!  And I don't think I could return it anyway after finding the perfect shade of mint to add to my wardrobe.  Now I just need to find a blazer to pair with it.

  What are some of your favorite thrift store finds?

Thursday, March 7, 2013

10 months

In just a little over two months, my little girl will be ONE YEAR!  Time flies, I tell ya.  Here's what Ellie's been up to this month (or maybe the last two months, since I missed her 9 month update)....

Ellie is so much fun!  Every day we see more of her personality.  She loves to laugh and she definitely knows that she's pretty funny.  At diaper changes now, she twists and turns until she is in crawling position, and I'll let out a little exasperated "Ellie, nooooo," or tell her to stop, and she just cracks up.  Pretty much any time she hears the word "No" she starts giggling.  This could be a problem...

She's crawling fast and furious, standing when holding onto something, cruising, and just started standing unassisted for a few seconds at a time.  It's pretty random when she does this, but when she does she totally knows that she's doing something special-- she'll giggle and inevitably will fall down.  It's pretty much the cutest thing ever.

This little girl is quite expressive!  Ellie makes all kinds of faces, but my favorite one has got to be when she scrunches up her nose like a little old lady and inhales a little bit of air.  It's one of her sassy faces, for sure.  She also will randomly laugh like an evil dictator... I don't even know how to describe it, but it's the most maniacal baby laugh I've ever heard.  And she still growls like E.T.

Sleep has been much better these days, thanks to some light sleep training, lots of consistency and staying on top of wake times/length of time between naps.  Lately she has only been waking up once or twice a night (sooooo much better than three or four times!!).  I actually feel like a more sane person now that we're all getting more sleep.

Ellie has been teething for about a month now, working on her top two teeth, and they have almost broken through.  So she'll soon have four teeth.  Hyland Teething Tablets have been a life saver!!

Nursing is still going well at 10 months, although there have been a couple times in the last two months when I thought we would be coming to an end soon.  This was due to that stomach flu I had in January which pretty much wiped my supply clean for about a week, but thankfully I was able to boost my supply up again.  Since she started crawling and being so active, it's been hard to get to her to sit down and snuggle with me to nurse, but thankfully she's sort of over that now.  I plan to wean her around a year, so I will gradually cutting out some nursing sessions.  Right now she nurses about four times during the day and once at night.

We've been adding in more solids as Ellie has gotten older and she eats three solid meals a day, along with a couple snacks.  Just in the last month, she's been ready for more finger foods and has tried a variety of foods.  Feeding her chicken (cut into teeny tiny pieces) scared me a whole lot, but she's really gotten the hang of chewing and mostly prefers finger food over purees now.


-Peas, chicken, cheese, bananas, blueberries, spaghetti
-Playing "Chase"
-Bath time
-Getting her hair combed
-Looking at books
-Peek-a-boo (Now she's the one who covers her face and plays along)
-Playing with the tv remote or our cell phones
-Crawling to Papa with a big smile on her face when he comes home from work
-Shoes (ours, not hers)


-Diaper changes
-Getting her nose cleaned
-When Mommy leaves the room (going through some serious separation anxiety right now)
-Putting on her coat